You’ll never fail to fuck up my day when I’m at my prime. Why can’t you just leave me alone? Let me be happy? That’s all I ever ask for. I didn’t need all that bullshit so shutup. And for you to say that about her was really rude. You don’t even have any faith in her? Well I do. So it sucks to see that you don’t, when you fall down and fail, don’t be mad when we don’t have faith in you. You weren’t even talking about me, but it still hurt.
I’ll never be at peace with myself. It’s so frustrating. Everything has to be perfect and in order. Once one thing steps out of the yellow lines, everything fucks up. I need to take my mind off everything but it’s coming to a conclusion that I’ll never be relaxed. Ugh. Can everything just get back to the normal and summer just start. Please.
I need to get my act together if I really want this. I mean, I do, with everything. But I can’t bring myself to do it. I can’t. This is too overwhelming. I told myself that it would happen but it’s not happening. At least i’ve got some friends to motivate me. Ugh.
Why would you want to fuck with a girl/guy that’s already in a relationship? You should have enough respect for yourself and their relationship to leave them alone. It sucks to see how desperate you are. Lol. It’s actually funny too, that you try to deny everything.
Am I the only one thinking this, but why do we even have finals. we’re a 7th & 8th grade middle school.. we’re not in high school or college. why do we need finals. sure, it can boost up our grade but I really don’t think it’s necessary in this environment. omg. Finals. really. I don’t want to stress out about that too. geez.


